Silence

I hit square one
Just like I hit brick walls
The concrete buckling beneath the expected impact
Like it's my job to come undone
I'm back to where I began
The leafy greens rize above, proving my worth
To be shallow and small
In the cleverly constructed maze 
That's stretched before my eyes
Beneath the sunrise
It's the ultimate frustration, 
Finding such pain on a glorious morning.
I can't live like this anymore
But I can't move
I'm paralyzed, from the ground up
I never asked for this situation
I simply begged for redemption
And if it's a test, then a test it shall be
But if I'm encased forever in what could be
I'll keep circling what should be
What will never be
I hit square one
Just like I hit brick walls
I do it all the time,
My laughing audience the maze 
That's stretched beyond my eyes.